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photo taken after the testing of the grAv-t MOBIL (physics competition)

former class (with ya wen[ultramost left]) at wall mural

ok...this is one of the few rare days whereby i get to blog at 4 pm...usually it'll be like 10 plus or so? Nevertheless, I do feel that I should be devoting more time to my studies instead of dawdling time away clicking and typing....I shall snuff out this problem some day...some day...ok...today was the day that Aaron and I have laid down our decisions on taking up H1 chinese..it is bound to be useful. After all, we have to polish up such powerful tool which is meant to be utilized in the future..Though I felt rather disheartened upon hearing of my ineligibility for the pre-u 1 scholarship, I felt that understanding the whole situation with an open mind is better than wallowing over my grief, over my egoism, my future....on top of that, I felt tired nowadays, tired that I have spent too much time surfing the net, going out with friends, all but doing homework....i hope that this sense of delusion and futility will dilute eventually...after all, I am a paradox indeed. Am I serious or lackadaisical? Am I quiet or lively? Am I capable or weak? Perhaps I am just unable to manipulate my actions well...haiz....

by the way:

----congrats to you hou yang for topping the class in this 'inaugural' economics test!! I knew that you would achieve such a grade from your unwavering mindset and tenacity..rock on...thanks for being a great classmate-cum-ex-schoolmate----;):)

common tests are approaching soon, come two weeks and SPA practise will commence, project work is kicking off now...the ice is already broken, it's too late to pull out now ...we have to adapt, we have to seek pursuit and constancy in improvement in our academics and commitments. Most importantly, we must be able to relish and savour the fruits of our friends', family's and of course, our own's labour before we end up with nothing at all. In life, expectations are not everything; neither is enjoyment; rather, it is an amalgamation (courtesy of Mrs Elaine Goh) of both entities.Be mature, let our thoughts, pleasant surroundings and peers habituate us to a deeper understanding in such a precious life.....