moderate monday

time: seven o clock
....just returned home from training....haiz....In the course of training, though i managed to find the right aiming spot on the target card, much discrepancies still arise from my inability to keep the gun still when firing off. I just kept jerking the moment i applied the second pressure on the trigger. Worst still, the coach pinpointed my problem too directly and openly a fashion such that I could almost guarantee that everyone knows I am sort of 'hopeless' liao...LOL....Besides, the coach mentioned that Samantha and I still have room for improvement on our steadiness and thus thought twice when it comes to alowing us to participate in the upcoming competition...I think that this CCA is indeed competitive and has many pre-requisites...I guessed that I have not been shouldering enough responsibility in perfecting my shooting style..can I prove to the coach by next week that i am a capable shooter? That I have the potential? That I am not the hopeless one? Who knows? .....haiz.....I guess that I should take up another co-curricular activity lest I end up with zilch at the end of the day..academic club is a desirable choice...hope it is not too late to sign up for another one though..I am thinking of joining Alchemy again since Aaron and somebody else are keen on it...settle this tomorrow....

time: seven thirty....thirty min for this entry? I think I need to hasten up a bit......