i know u know

another week has lapsed, things are starting to change and brew....the storm is riding....yes what I have mentioned on April the eleventh are nothing but bona fide words ...maybe, or rather, candidly, no doubt speaking am I relatively more emotional, sensitive, or whatsoever you can think of, but this simply attests to my inability to really cohere well with those people at the extreme end. I know I was unruly during project work-in fact not only for that aspect-but had to conduct myself so for certain purposes, to regain my sanity...no doubt that humans are egoistic, but it is definitely dubious as to having to regard the human nature as an incomplex entity...i have heard from and received feedbacks from the great mediator, the one who is usually clinged onto as a mental and emotional crutch...he who is faced with innumerable tumultuous upheavals himself..especially over something that seemed arbitrary...that is, none other than friendship....