these two days could have shown me to the hellgates..I guessed nearly..life has taught me how to react and behave in manner that starkly contrasts with that of most people. I shall rewind a bit.. Yesterday I knew I have some major event going on the day after, yet, somehow my brain was reluctant to give the right commands. It kept telling me to spend every minute meaningfully on friday, so after lesson went to join ms at rch as usual before going for a movie with cay at ang mo kio cathay; we watched an english horror film and apparently he didn't enjoy it..well..i was half-hearted..ge chuang was the big thing that day.. shall blog about this some day...just wanna say that i am damn weird and sort of insane..things are just backlashing..scored only one '10' out of the 60 shots..overall score is even worse than a girl's ... i've denuded the chance for the team to attain a 5th place or so.at least...now HR is going to call me to ask what on earth is going on..?/? what do i have to say? simply can't get rid of my usual tension?.. performance has been too lacklustre admittedly.. well congrats to duwei angie and yizhou for getting team 2nd.. and sam, shu han and vanessa? for clinching the 4th place well... things shall go hardcore next week. getting last is surely not excusable..and surely you would be surprised by the number of times i have trained ever since last november..sorry jon.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
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